I head out the door and go to the Starbucks. It's not so far. It's on 17th Ave. In Calgary this is where all the people go. I go there and order. I sit in the corner and look out the window. I begin to think. If I do this I need a plan. I need to think. I don't know so much about being an indie sp. I must learn it. I don't know any indie sp's. Really this doesn't matter. Most sp's don't talk so much.
I know I must get some clothes. If I sell this fantasy I must be it. I think what fantasy does a man want. He wants a school girl. He wants a vixen. He wants a glamor woman. to do this you need special clothes. Now I have jeans and skirts. I need more. Today I will shop. And in Calgary 17th ave is a good place to start. I have this money from today. I will use it. I go visit some shops. And this is what I do. I get a skirt like I wore when I went to school. I get some white shirts and I go get a red bra. I tie up the shirt in the front to show my belly button. The girl selling is having fun. She asks me why I am getting it. I tell her for my boyfriend. It turns him on. She laughs and said men think only of one thing. She tells me about her boyfriend. She doesn't know what I am. I get some more stuff. Then I move to the next store. Here I get a dress. My hair is black. My skin is white. A good color is black or red. I will try on both. This store is swank. I am standing in the black dress. I notice this man with his wife. He is peaking at me. ha ha I think. He could be a client too. It's now how I see it. All men are potential clients. I flirt my eyes with him. It gets his attention. His wife talks to him but he focuses at me. I look at myself in the mirror. I see him looking in the mirror. I turn around and I smile at him. He looks quickly away. To see I turn to the mirror again. He is watching me.
I tell the sales lady I take the black dress. I go and get dressed. I come out to pay. It's a lot of money. I don't care. I can do 2 car dates and I'm good. The man is still there. He ignores me now as his wife asks him things. I decide I will play him. So I wander over near him. I look at things. I am close to him. His wife talks away to him. It's a game now. It's a game. He struggles lol. I feel good. So long I have been just nothing to so many men. But not anymore. Now Larissa is in control. I learn this from doing car dates. A SW has the control if she has no drugs. She can use her eyes. If you don't know about men they are scared of aggressive women. A man will not marry one. He will not date one. But he will pay for sex with one. It adds a thrill for them. The woman that takes control. Some men don't want it. Some men do. I will call this now my womanly ways lol. I set out to go shopping more. I will spend a great deal.
This is the beginning of the plan.
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