I am in love. Do you know love? It's scary and beautiful. Our relationship is open. He can date others. I date Georgia. I notice he doesn't date much. Just chats to his women friends. I don't care. I say it. You can share the flesh. You can't share the heart. I can sleep in the bed. Before I am scared, now I snuggle. Mark gets mad. He sais to me hot. I'm hot. He pushes me away. So I snuggle more lol. It's just to annoy him. I never feel this way. My head floats. My heart is fast. The world is sunny. I am alone sometimes. I think how I missed this. My first real love. Almost 29 years old.
But, while I am better, Marky is not. He is tired. His work pays money slow. He is more tired. He tells me the pressure is tough. The hours are longer. It's each weekend he works too. But only a bit of money comes in.
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