Friday, September 3, 2010

It's tomorrow

I don't work much.  It's just a reg. He's a good guy.  I know what I must do now.  I cannot leave this trade because what else can I do?  I can just have regulars.  This way it's the same men.  I know them.  I trust them.  The only regular I don't want is Victoria and her husband.  In her I see what I was.  This is not what I want Papa to think of me.  I am Papa's little girl. 

I know it now.  I will change.  In this life to say I want to change is just words.  To do it?  Well this is much harder.  I don't know it yet but some bad times are waiting.

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