It feels so far away

Papa and I walk down the river in Banff.  You start with the waterfall.  You can walk up the steps. Papa doesn't do it so well.  I must slow down and wait for him.  At the top it's the river and a good trail.  It feels like the forest but it's in the town.  We walk and talk.  It's simple but this is the good life.  I think I can't go back.  I can't be a whore anymore.  My face has a smile but inside my heart is cold.  Soon Papa will go home.  I will go back to work.  I can't.  I think Papa senses because he puts his arm on me.  He said I'll be ok.  I am not so sure.