Some time has passed. The day is routine, I am working again and just seeing regulars. I removed my pictures from the computer. I am doing good with regulars and almost all is at my apartment. It's just 2 a day on average now.
Look around. All people get sick of their job. You drive a bus? bored. You serve drinks? Bored. In all jobs you get bored. This is the same with being a whore. And just like other jobs if you don't like it, how can you do good? If a man pays 3 browns for a session you have to be at your best. Ready to go, ready for a fantasy. It's a show. But if you don't like the alarm clock in the morning its' bad.
For the average whore, it's a job for a few years. For some it's a decade. Maybe more. But I think for most it's just a few years. For me I'm now in it a long time. It's hard to be excited. It's hard to be a good fantasy. It's why I can't do new guys. I jsut don't want it. For regs it's not so bad. For me, they are like FWB but they pay me. A SP with regs does extra things for them. In this business its called YMMV. It means your mileage may vary. A regular sometimes gets good mileage. Maybe you will kiss him more. Or maybe a BBBJ. Or maybe some personal time. He will say let's go to a movie. You might go. Now he will not pay for your time. Maybe he pays for the movie lol but not the time. But, to do this, you know this client will see you. Also the client trusts you as a whore. You wont' call his work. You won't be crazy. Is there a risk with a reg? Yes. He is bored of you. He wants some variety. Perhaps he sees a whore for variety. Still, it's best with regs. How can I say it. In the SP business the reg is the bread and butter. And some have money to burn. Unhappily Married sees me 2 times a week. 3 browns x 2 = 6 browns x 4 = 24 browns each month. Where can he get this money? I don't know. But why would I care lol. Its all about $ in this job.
Now if this job is tiring. You are bored you can only slow down some. But this means less money. Also you will lose a reg sometimes. He is bored of you. Or his wife catches him. Or he has no money. For a married pooner it's tough. Where is this $300 gone? I have a reg. To pay for it 1 time a month he takes out money each day. He says to his wife it's for his lunch. For a man with a big income he has someone watch his money. They see nothing.
At this time i nmy life I feel like this. Have you seen on tv? It shows the cars on the road going super fast as the camera is faster. It's like my life. It's just in and out. over and over again.
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