Peas in the Pod

I find out Mark is like me.  Open sexuality.  He has a favourite game.  It's the whore game.  I wait for him.  He comes in.  I wear a school girl dress.  No panties.  When he walks in I'm there.  He can't resist.  I tell him no way buddy.  You pay first.  I take his wallet. Count the money.  It's not enough even for LFK.   He tells me I eat a lot.  So it's BBFS lol.  He knows now whore talk.  I have taught him.  We talk about my life.  Some he is bothered with.  Slowly he accepts it.  When I first told him, he doesn't talk.  But later says I am the same person.  I am teaching him about the life of a whore.  What it's like.  He admits his opinion changes.  Sometimes I tell him.  He tells me stop.  He can't hear it lol.  Next day he hears it.  I know it's hard.  Not so many can do this.  Date a whore.  I am not a whore now.  But I was. 

One thing.  He dislikes whore and hooker.  I tell him it's a word.  He sais no.  It's no self respect.  I tell him it's just a word.  He sais ok.  He sais I am a woman.  He asks me.  I am Mark or I am Mr Computer?  I tell him Mark.  He tells I am Larissa.  I am not a whore. 

He is like any man.  I tell him after a while can Georgia visit.  I tell him it's 3 lol.  His eyes get bright lol.  All men love it.  I don't mind.  It's less work for me too ;-)   I tell him a game.  I will stand on the corner. He can pick me up.  I have only a short skirt.  He tells me I am crazy.  The police arrest us.  He can explain.  Yes, my girlfriend stands on the corner.  I think its fun. 

Are you open?  Many think it's bad.  One man. One women.  I have 5000 men in my life.  I know men.  None see this way.  They are tempted.  It's guilt that stops them.  Or fear of being caught.  Your heart cannot be shared.  Your flesh can.  It must be in the open.  No secrets.  No lies.  No shadows.  You say monogamy.  I tell you this.  This is not real.  I believe in God.  I pray.  But I don't know monogamy.  Just in my heart.  I know so many are divorced.  So many are angry.  They say it's stress.  They say it's money.  They say it's many things.  It's not.  It's monogamy.  To believe in this?  It's to find how you are.  For me, I don't need a man.  Just a woman.