Bareback

I wish to turn on my cell phone.  They tell me I must pay.  It's so much.  I don't have it but I have some.  I can get the rest.  I like to talk to Papa.  I have not just on the computer.  I miss it.  So I think what can I do?  Then comes opportunity.  I go outside and work some.  I get this date.  He walks on foot.  No car.  HIs house is good.  He wants FS.  I tell him 2 browns.  He accepts.  His apartment is not so far.  My instinct sais he is good.  He seems almost so nice.  We start the session.  It's work to get him hard.  My jaw is sore.  But it's 2 browns.  He is finally hard. Wishes it doggy.  He wants to just fuck.  The time passes.  It's long.  A man comes fast this way.  This man doesn't.  He stops for a minute.  I have a face down.  I sneak a look.  Then I see it.   The condom on the floor.  He goes to get in me.  No way buddy.  I jump up. I have my dress on still.  He gets up.  He sais what is wrong.  I say you removed it.  I saw it.  Fuck you.  He gets mad.  I try to get my purse.  He is in the way.  I push and he pushes back.  I smash my foot on his foot.  I get my purse.  He pushes hard.  I go across the room.  The door is behind him.  He sais now he teaches me a lesson.  It's real danger.  I have one shot.  I know he expect I will kick his dick.  I don't. . Instead I hit his nose.  I learn from an SW once.  She said hit the nose.  Just above it.  It makes the eyes go blind.  Not long but enough.  This man falls on knees.  Holds his head.  Calls me names.  I run.  I get the stairs and get into the street.  My shoes are gone.  My feets get cut running.  I still run.  I run home.  I get inside.  I look out.  I watch.  I don't see him coming.  My shoes are gone.  But at least I have the money.  I decide this is it.  No more working.  I know.  I said it before but never again.  What could happen to me?  He can attack me.  He can rape me.  Maybe infect me.  I will be sick.  I go to Georgia's house.  I ask to stay for some time. 

I can't report him.  He does nothing wrong.  There is no law.  Illegal to fuck whore bareback.  This is the risk of Doggy.  You can't see.   I can say it's a fight.  But I can't win.  A SW can't win.  And if you go to court.  He can find you.  See you in the daylight.  Then I am a target.  Georgia tells me I can stay.  She understands.  She tells me to come do massage.  She does a massage with a happy ending.  No sex.  Just some blow jobs sometimes.   I can't go back. 

But now I am angry.  First this hotel thing. Now this guy.  I don't give you this right.  You can't hurt me. I'm not your doll.  I am a person.  You pay me.  That does not mean you can hurt me.  I tell you the limit.  Its' the limit.   Are you a pooner?  If she sais you no, it's no.  No BBBJ.  Or BBFS.  You are stupid. You risk yourself.  What will you tell your wife?  I guess I get this on the toilet seat.  She is not stupid.  Your marriage will end.  All because you want no condom.  

I think I must learn protection of myself.