I must move soon. The lease is done. I think to move to Georgias. We can share. Mark sais I can come over. He won't care. I must put my stuff away. Its good stuff. Where can it go? Mark sais it's a storage place. We go. It's 3 browns a month. I can't pay this. Too much money. Georgia has no room. I can't throw it away. It's good. Mark sais he can use it. We will get a truck. We can move the stuff now. I don't go back to this apartment. No need. It's my old life. It's a good tv. It's a good bed. It's a good table. All my stuff is good. It's from urban barn. We move it in the truck. It's hard work. Before I can pay for this. Now I do it myself. We msut clean the apartment. I can get back $700. I have time. I will clean perfect. $700 is money.
It's 2 days. It's clean. It's like a new place. Around me is empty. I am alone. I wear my iPod. It's Lady Gaga. I look around this place. I can remember it. And my old apartment. I think about my life there. All these men. Like a door that goes in a circle. All the good. All the bad. Some is good. But not so many smiles. I walk up the street. It's 4th street. The air is now cold out. I listen to music. I walk. It's the end for me. Do you think I miss it? No way.
Who is a whore? Turn your head. You see this woman? Or that woman? Could be a whore. You can't tell. She is invisible to you. She is a woman. No different than the rest. If you stand in the coffee line. You see that girl? Maybe she is a whore. 2 dates a week. Or the waitress. Any woman can be. You can't tell. There is no smell to them. I know you. You think a whore is in the movie. She's a crack addict. Her skin is poor. She needs a fix. Doesn't care. This is a myth. Most are escorts. Some find love. Most don't. They are alone. Most men can't love a whore. They can't stand this thought. They don't know. Love sex is not work sex. It's different. You must learn this.
I walk in the street. I will stop at the Purple Perk. It's my favorite. I have this sandwich. The Cuban one. With some chips. A coffee too. I can read the magazine. They are free. You get them at the back door. It's where I first go on my first date. All around me each has a laptop. It's Apple. I wonder, do they work? Maybe it's whores lol. Sending email to a date. Maybe they check the Review Board.
I will walk to Marks. It's close by. I go up and my tv is there. I can watch Food TV. I lie on the big couch. And I will eat this bowl of chili later lol. It's so good.
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