I am seeing lately less clients. They don't call so much. I don't know why. Can it be me? Maybe I am tired of this job and not doing a good fantasy? I think about it. I go out to eat with Unhappily Married. I tell him I don't know why but less visit me. He tells me it's because the world jobs are slowing down. He said oil price is good but elsewhere is not. I don't know it. I don't study this. I notice some things too. The line for a coffee is shorter. It's less people if you go out for martini's. It's still good it seems but not as good. As an whore I don't pay attention to this big world. Maybe I should. I think I can read about it on the news on the computer. You see, I get less money but I still pay the bills for the same money. Sometimes now it's not even a session a day. Some years back I can do 3 a day. Then 2. Then 1. Now sometimes none. If you are a whore you can't call this guy and ask him. It's not like the dental office. Hello, it's Larissa, you have not had a blow job for 2 weeks. It's the 2 for 1 special today lol. Please call now.
Maybe I kid about this but I am worried. My life is expensive. I spend so much too. You see if you are a whore you will be a shopping addict. Easy money. How does a whore spend so much? It's not just clothes but to eat out. I don't cook. In my house I don't cook at all. I eat good but for this I must go to a good place to eat. So this adds up. You see, I can eat so much. I'm like a machine. The food never stops in my mouth. This boyfriend I had would say where does it go, in my legs too lol.
With less regulars I realize I must do something. It's a bad choice. But I must. I must advertise again. I hate this thought. With regs it's ok in this job. It's the same. With a new guy you don't know. It means security. It means screening. It means checking him out. This is more work. I think for some time. I am sick and tired of this job. I know what I must do. But I am sick and tired of it.
I must do it, so I do it. I contact this website again. The pictures go up. Its very soon and the phone rings all the time. Emails. So many. I check out prices. I see something. They go down. I will charge less now. But I don't post prices. This way regs can't see it. The regs can pay 3 browns. New guys pay 240. 2 browns, 2 greens.
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