Saturday, September 4, 2010

Less business

I am seeing lately less clients.  They don't call so much.  I don't know why.  Can it be me?  Maybe I am tired of this job and not doing a good fantasy?  I think about it.  I go out to eat with Unhappily Married.  I tell him I don't know why but less visit me.  He tells me it's because the world jobs are slowing down.  He said oil price is good but elsewhere is not.  I don't know it.  I don't study this.  I notice some things too.  The line for a coffee is shorter.  It's less people if you go out for martini's.  It's still good it seems but not as good.  As an whore I don't pay attention to this big world.  Maybe I should.  I think I can read about it on the news on the computer.  You see, I get less money but I still pay the bills for the same money.   Sometimes now it's not even a session a day.  Some years back I can do 3 a day.  Then 2.  Then 1.  Now sometimes none.  If you are a whore you can't call this guy and ask him.  It's not like the dental office.  Hello, it's Larissa, you have not had a blow job for 2 weeks.  It's the 2 for 1 special today lol.  Please call now. 

Maybe I kid about this but I am worried.  My life is expensive.  I spend so much too.  You see if you are a whore you will be a shopping addict.  Easy money.  How does a whore spend so much?  It's not just clothes but to eat out.  I don't cook.  In my house I don't cook at all.  I eat good but for this I must go to a good place to eat.  So this adds up.  You see, I can eat so much.  I'm like a machine.  The food never stops in my mouth.  This boyfriend I had would say where does it go, in my legs too lol.  

With less regulars I realize I must do something.  It's a bad choice.  But I must.  I must advertise again.  I hate this thought.  With regs it's ok in this job.  It's the same.  With a new guy you don't know.   It means security.  It means screening.  It means checking him out.  This is more work.  I think for some time.  I am sick and tired of this job.  I know what I must do.  But I am sick and tired of it. 

I must do it, so I do it.  I contact this website again.  The pictures go up.  Its very soon and the phone rings all the time.  Emails.  So many.  I check out prices.  I see something.  They go down.  I will charge less now.  But I don't post prices.  This way regs can't see it.  The regs can pay 3 browns.  New guys pay 240.  2 browns, 2 greens. 

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