I get calls now. It's not a pooner. It's the company. Pay the bill. They call all the time. I have 2 regs. The 3rd comes 1 time a month. I put the job out. No one has a job for Larissa. Even the worst job. I will cut back. I take the TV channels away. I make the internet slower. I cut away the phone so much. No one calls now. I don't have the ad. I don't use CL. I can't. I can't call Papa. It's expensive. He calls me. His job is back. He sais to me it's bad. Slow. He tells me he wants to sell the house. He can't. The price is gone down now. He must wait to leave Mom. Or he takes a bath.
I talk to Georgia. Now we are friends. She tells me she is poor. She sais you get welfare. The government will pay you. She sais this. If you get it, you make money on the side. She does. It's how she feeds her kids. She said don't put in the bank. Just get cash. This way no one can notice you. I will go get this. It's some forms. I have no job. The money is not much at all. I can make this in 3 sessions. But it's money.
Do you know poor? Poor is hard. You are tired. Fed up. Every day you wonder I can pay the bill? They call. When do you pay. You can't right now. You say soon. You pay 1 bill. But another is late. I can't sleep. I think about it. I think I must go on CL and find some clients. But I can't. To think this makes me sick. No way. It gets so bad. Now it's just Unhappy. It's 1 day each week. 1200 a month. I will fuck him for free too. Keep him interested. Keep him coming. No other whore does it. I am tired too. I am poor but I don't care. I feel some ease. No bullshit. No more cocks. Over 10 years of it. 10 years of sucking a cock. You know it's long. You get sick of it. I'm so tired of it. It's only Unhappy now. Even for him I don't care. It's the motions. I know him. He suffers too. Now he suffers I suffer. I think this. A man likes you? He will make a way. This guy? Nope.
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