A blurry face

You know, maybe some of you wonder why an SP would make her face blurry in a picture.  I mean, you would think that a man wants to see it.  Maybe.  It depends on the client.

I am anonymous.  No one knows me in this city.  I don't have family here.  I don't care if the guy sees me on the street.  You know why I make the face blurry?  I do it for Papa.  Papa is a man that loves me. He knows what I do.  He doesn't judge.  He is just a normal man.  He goes to his job and works with his hands.   He comes home and he pays the bills.  He is a quiet man.  He won't argue.  He just says yes.  I think Papa deserves more than my Mom.  He is a good man.  He needs a good woman but it won't happen.  He will stay because it's him.  This is a man I admire.  I respect this man. 

So I make my face blurry.  Because maybe one of Papa's friends sees it.  They will see it and he is red faced.  He is shamed because his daughter is a whore.  I can't have this.  I can do bad things but I don't hurt my Papa. No money can change this.

In my life is two men that matter to me so much.  One is Papa.  Another comes later.  Both are in my heart each beat.  Both will always be.