My plan

I am still working for my plan.  I have these clothes.  I have the new apartment.  Now I must get security.  I see on the internet others get it.  I don't know where.  What can I do?  I can put a job ad up lol.  For some time I worry about this.

If you aren't an SP you don't know this job.  It's a risk at all times.  The bigger risk is car dates.  I don't do this now.  No need.  I have regs.  I trust them.  You see, I get information from them.  So I know.  Some are quiet.  Most don't care.  If you are a SP a reg is good.  You can trust him.

What you can't trust is a new guy.  He calls you.  You will go to see him.  Now at the hotel it's safer.  His name is listed.  It's in the computer.  This you can't do for a random call.  It's a risk to see him at your apartment.  He knows your home.  He can be drunk and show up.  Hits the door asking for sex.  This is bad.  It attracts attention. If you are an SP you don't want attention.  So you must be careful.  If you think to enter this trade I say to you caution!!.  If you see a man with a suit it does not mean he is good.  Just like a man that works with his hands is not bad.

For so long I think about it.  Then I get a break.  I am at this sex store.   It's later.  I am getting stuff for me and this job.  The woman is working.  She's tall.  We talk.  I can tell she knows.  She asks me how is things.  I say it's good.  I look at her.  I say you can tell what I am.  She says to me yes.  I say how do you know.  Then she sais to me because I do it before.

It's a former SP.  I can talk to her.  No secrets.  No hiding.  She won't steal my clients. She wont say bad words about me.  We talk for a long time.  I ask her I need a security guy.  She is surprised I don't have one.  She says she helps me.  Her boyfriend does it.  We can meet.  I say ok.

We meet.  This guy is big.  He's a nice man.  We all chat.  She tells me she is an ex SP.  She stops because she has a baby.  But she must work so it's the sex store at night.  I think it's tough.  I find out they are together when she is a whore.  I think holy.  I watch him.  He is with the baby.  I can see he loves both.  His eyes are soft.  He doesn't care his girlfriend is a whore before.   I don't know it.  Who can do this?  You can see your girlfriend go to work?  We talk a long time.  I remember this.  She feeds the baby with her breast.  It's the first time I see it.  I think so wonderful.  I wish for it someday.  We discuss it.  He will do it and gives me the days.  He says a price. It will mean less for me but I say so what and say a bit higher.   This guy needs $.  He has a baby.  I think what a good guy.  His family is important.

Now I must go home.  He sais he can drive me.  Mostly I don't do this.  A ride.  This man is big.  But I feel ok.  He takes me to my house.  On the way she calls him.  He ends this call with I love you.  I think wow.  How it must feel to have this.  Where is this guy.  Does he have a brother lol.  If so I will date him.  He is polite to me.  I tell him thank you.  I take my purse.  I give him a green.  I say you get her chocolate. 

Now I have security.  It's good.  The Larissa plan moves ahead.