To be an SP you have an open mind about sex. It's just a job. You turn it off as best as you can. Even though you can mostly you can't. You're a person. A person has feelings no matter what. Just like a nurse that sees 1000 dead people will still cry when someone close dies. Sex becomes routine.
Mr Big then shows me a side of myself I don't really know so well. This is a change in my life and I think it's good. Long away in the future what I find out this night will be my savor. Mr Big brings home a girl he picks up. He is very drunk. He comes in and I am at his place. He says can we have this chick with us.
Now this makes me mad. I am steaming inside. I think this is real disrespect of me. But I know I cannot win this. After all I am a whore. How can you deny it? How can you say no. I agree but don't like it. The 3 of us start. He is so drunk he can't perform so well lol. I laugh inside and think ha ha loser. Too drunk for your chance.
This girl he brings home is pretty. She is older than me. She asks me what is my name. I tell her. I remember it like yesterday. She tells me I'm a pretty girl too. It's a nice feeling. Then she touches my body and I like it. It's not rough. It's soft. There is no aggresion. She kisses me and it's pretty good lol. You know the song I kissed a girl and I liked it. It's different from a man. No whiskers that itch me. It's different to have a woman against me. But I am not revolted. Mr Big is excited. Which guy wouldn't be? Only he is so drunk. I'm still pissed as fuck at him so I think what can I do. I tell this woman wait a bit. I give Big a blow job. I tease him and stop just before he releases. You can tell a man will release because his balls will shrink tight. It's just before. You stop and press just underneath. It is like reset lol. I do this a few times. I can see he is hot lol, so I finally make him cum but I put it all in my mouth. Normally this is gross for me. Cum is like eating hot snot. I make sure it's right in my throat so it's gone. down the hatch. I have teased him so much he makes a lot of noise then lol he goes right to sleep. lololol. ha, you think I'm stupid Big? I did this so you would sleep.
I tell the girl I hope you didn't want it. She laughs and says something like he was too drunk anyway. Her and I then kiss. She asks me is there another bed. I say yes, spare room. We go in there and it's the first time I am with a woman. It's very different. It feels very good too. You don't need the details but I liked it. She did not go home but stayed the night. She slept with her arm around me.
She left the next morning. Mr Big was upset. He whined all day. He said he missed out on the action. I thought good. He said can we do another. I said let me think about it. So I did. I said to him, we can do this but only if I pick her. I'm sneaky. Forget his pleasure how about mine. He's just a sideshow now.
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